l'amor che move il sole e l'altre stelle

i am officially a bigwalker 2005! okay i'm mad. yes i went to the bigwalk with my boyfriend, his sister and his sister's boyfriend. had fun. though it was rather sunny and crowded. thank god no one near me had body odour. i would have elbowed my way through to fresh air.

for the second time in my life, i crossed those high fences you would see in the middle of expressways. the first time, happened to also be the first time i went to the bigwalk in 1999. i was young then, so my dad managed to heave me over those green fences. but this year, it's different. i'm not really as small as i was 6 years ago. therefore i had to climb up the fence myself with help from my boyfriend's SISTER and HER BOYFRIEND. cus my boyfriend was too busy showing off his "ninja skills". so my left hand gripped tightly on his sister and my right hand on her boyfriend. so my darling boyfriend stood at the side and looked at me. whee, thank you darling for your moral support. lol. i was like standing on top of the fence and god, it was high. then when i managed to step on earth again, i wondered how people manage to flip themselves off buildings. being slightly acrophobic, i cannot stand heights. they make me want to barf all over myself.

two more days to my 3rd month with my baby! such a wonderful occasion to commemorate. looking back 3 months ago, on that very day, we went to watch Constantine together at junction8. he sent me back. while we were in the bus on the way back home, he popped the question! not marriage obviously. i haven't forgot how he looked when he asked. lol, he made me feel like pouncing on him and scream yes into his ear. but of course, i handled it with composure and equanimity lol. i was raptured and till this day i still smile to myself whenever i reminisce about it. it's a wonderful feeling. a sudden rush of adrenalin. ahh, i am in a trance. (: