l'amor che move il sole e l'altre stelle

time flies when you're taking your examinations man. it's already mid midyears. 4 more days and i'll be free from books (for the time being) and i get to go to work! i love working. i'm such a workaholic. anyway i'm so excited! the midyears are ending. i can finally sleep at night without dreaming about numbers and formulae! CAN YOU FEEL THE EXCITEMENT RADIATING FROM MY FAT BODY! IT IS PRODUCING SPARKS! god, i'm so excited i can burst. ive anticipated this moment since the day my exams started. lol, i'm a sloth. BUT this time i was a studious and hardworking girl. i studied quite a bit so even if i didn't do well i won't blame myself. then again, i never blame myself for faring badly.

i don't really find studying very productive at this age since i'm probably going to forget everything sooner or later. unless! i've already worked out my life plan then i know what i want to achieve and i'll go towards my goal. i sound like some motivational book or something. but really, if i know what i want to do in the future, i'll work towards it. which is the main reason why i'm not working hard enough because i am goalless. okay not exactly goalless. i aspire to be a journalist. why? cus they pay well and maybe i get to be a critic. i'm such a judgemental person which makes me very.. critical. lol. or maybe i could be a reporter and travel all over the place. i get to meet people like.. i don't know. OLIVER JAMES? i don't mind. at all. but then again, i need to brush up on my english which is quite.. mediocre if i want to be a journalist. so good luck to me and maybe 10 years later you'll get to see my editor's letter in the first first pages of a magazine! (i wish.)